*
he tells me
i deserve more
i deserve him
.
he could give me
everything his words
trite so his actions
.
i will not use wisdom
silence and good manners
i will state his fate
.
i don’t have knees anymore
i won’t wait more moves
is that i’m so bored
.
there was one or two
honestly apparently
unusual they got my attention
.
my time my gaze
i’ve got their boldness
for a time
.
and a long hysterical
apology

.

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